| 16 years old. A geek forever. I am ridiculous and half unicorn. I'm not looking to be anyone's anything, i just want some clarity, the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm a 2nd generation flowerchild and I know what true peace is. |


goodbye We dropped out of school, got divorced, broke with our families and ourselves and everything wed known. We quit our jobs, violated our leases, threw all our furniture out on the sidewalk, and hit the road. We sat on the swings of childrens playgrounds until our toes were frostbitten, admiring the moon-light on the dewy grass, writing poetry on the wind for each other. We went to bed early and lay awake until well past dawn recounting all the awful things wed done to others and they to usand laughing, blessing and absolving each other and this crazy cosmos. We stole into museums showing reruns ofgoodbye


The reasonShe slept in the same skin as always, wrapped tight in tendons and tendencies that no one really understood. And there are things she doesnt say out loud because its haunting to hear the thick sick truth echo into the midnight air because its summer here and the atmosphere is a blanket that traps phrases and bounces them off of one another, an unwanted refraction of everything she never intended on saying. And lies are the heaviest of them all, and they sit on my chest and threaten my lung capacity and weaken my audacity and limit the ways I can say certain things that I really mean, so I spill them all at the alter, every sThe reason


the longest night in yearsTomorrow is it, the end of the end, the beginning of the beginning. And there are some things I cant shake, like lack of respect and the responses I tend to give when Im tired and unable to focus my head in one general direction, and it seems with every moment I grow stronger, and everyone who created me, they all stay idle. Maybe theyre done now, but I feel as though I need them to grow alongside me, so they can understand the things I mean,the longest night in years
because I mean so much sometimes. And you meant so much at times, and we meant to take our time but something got tangled in our ankles so we were skipping stone


And Cold Rain Andfingerprints in the windshield and a sleepy voice murmuring haunting stories of the past in your passenger seat Like two ghosts moving through a hole in space and time, and you try to go slow to stretch out that moment, take your foot off of the gas a little, slow down a little, just for a few more words from two pursed lips that quiver on certain parts and even those who can explain anything cant explain everything, and youd believe anything I say so Ill say it all, raw truth that seems to tear back through me with everything said, and by now it seems like it would fade off but it sticks around like a sickness, reviviAnd Cold Rain And
| 16 years old. A geek forever. I am ridiculous and half unicorn. I'm not looking to be anyone's anything, i just want some clarity, the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm a 2nd generation flowerchild and I know what true peace is. |
thank you♥ ☆ ♥Thank you!
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courage does not always roar.
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~chulii-stock ♥ experience the warmth before you grow old.
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